Starting over...

Starting over

so hard to do.

Especially when people

lie to and about you.

Starting over

from where I use to be.

A place of happiness and serenity.

But that was taken

and now is gone.

I did nothing to deserve this

I did nothing wrong.

But others did and have

Others did many horrible things

that made me terribly sad.

But now I am mad!

I lost my friends

and the life that used to be.

And if I tell the truth

will that set me free?

Starting over

it is so hard to do.

But I am determined

to make my dreams come true.

Starting over...

Feb 27 2010 at 11:08:00 AM

Lost

My heart is crying

my soul dying.

and no one can hear.

The thoughts that rummage

in my head

And no one to care.

My heart is crying

my soul dying.

I can't find my way

Lost

Alone

Time is not my friend

Time just goes on

My heart crying

And no one knows

whats wrong.

Lost

Alone

Time is not my friend

Lost

Alone

Lost

Alone

Lost

Alone

Lost...

Feb 24 2010 at 04:48:00 PM

Life

Loving life again

what a concept

for me

Loving life again

letting go of the past

setting me free

Loving life again

how I have longed

for this day

Loving life again

and make it go my way

I am

Loving life again...

Dec 10 2009 at 10:32:00 AM

Time

Time is said to heal all wounds

yet time has forgotten me.

Left to my own resources

to rewrite my own history.

As time passes by

the tears begin to fade

It's as if anger and sadness

needed a place to trade.

But if this is what it takes

to overcome what was done to me

Time will give me time

to rewrite my recent history.

And in this time

peace, serenity and joy

is what I am looking to find.

What was done to me was wrong

and no one should have to endure

Someone else's lust for greed

at your expense

is there a cure?

Not likely - not for me

I am left to rewrite my personal history....

Nov 13 2010 at 06:34:00 PM

Doctor

Defamation of character

that's what you did to me.

You call yourself a doctor

making statements fraudently?

What I wonder

how much you were paid

to lie about me

The oath you took

you obviously just ignore.

You have no respect for human life.

I wished I'd known this before.

But what is done is done.

And so are you.

How many others

have you done this to?

Did you think I'd let this go

and let your lies stay

You obviously don't know me well

otherwise you'd think twice

of who you would betray

Shame on you

and your lack of ethics too.

In a court of law

this shall be done

for this battle

is already won.

Feb 17 2010 at 01:32:00

Sunset

The sun set

and darkness fell

Within the shadows

parasites dwell

in the darkness

behind a badge of blue

Who do you think

your fooling?

Me or you?

The sun sets

and madness began

I challenged you

to take a stand

I wasn't afraid

to stand up to you

I don't care that

you hide behind

a badge of blue.

The sun sets

and darkness falls

hear the madness

hear it call

I am the darkness

that will watch you fall....

Dec 20 2009 at 11:02:53 AM

Cave

Inside a cave
is where I dwell.
Safe from harm
Safe from hell.
I stay inside
I hide away.
It seems to the only way.
For me to survive
This place of hell
In a cave where I now dwell.
I once had dreams
I once had hope
I once had life
And the ability to cope.
Then hell came and
filled me with distress
and strife.
This can really be my life?
My bed is that of fantasy
Where reality doesn't exist.
I don't want to face the truth
A truth I still resist.
But inside this cave
I am safe -
But not from the nightmares -
The nightmares that haunt me.
Late in the night
When I cry out -
Who hears me?
Who will make this right?
That's why I stay
Safe inside my cave
Where I dwell
To hide away
Hide away from hell.

Dec 03 2009 at 05:59:18 PM